nasty santa.

Big, pink lights shining bright,
like I’m on the T.V.
My heart pumps as the bass drum thumps,
you gotta move when the floorboard jumps.

SANTAS ARENT TASTY. Im sure about that. But he looks so pretty right? HAHAHA. okay, maybe not really, alil distorted? HAHAH. I took like three bites off his hat, thats all, i didnt want to spoil his face. HAHAHA!

So anyway, I had worship session on monday, I made it just on time! Thanks to daddy's WISHes. HAHAHA. I think laziness's getting to me? HAHA, tsk me. But but but, sleep's really good know. HAHAHA. And i cant sleep early at night, but i like to sleep til say noon? HAHAH.
Had brunch with matthias and ed, nella came later (take your own sweet time again.HAHA! ) Crispy noodleee! Im not sick of it, yet. HAHA. Matthias had fried rice, it was a real small portion. And Ed had huge Fish and Chips. Pretty funny, considering he's a guy so he should eat the most? HAHA. He was sadly eating his small portion of fried rice.HAHAH.
And we were talking about mav! She's busy working. I miss her so much! I shall go visit her at fish&co.! HAHAH!

I had a short shopping trip with yirong and jocelyn after. I wanted to shop so bad kay. Can money drop from heaven please?! HAHAHA. I wanna get the oxford shoes. I wanna go shoppinggg.If only daddy could sponsor me huh? But it seems like getting a job is the best solution aye. But i can only work for like a week. DAMN.

Everyone's like having a job and all, or travelling. But im stuck with nothing. Boring much. But i did up some sketches today! HAHAH, christian says it helps to have a portfolio, he better not be lying! HAHAHA.

Okayokay, i shall promise myself! I'll get a JOB, in Jan. HAHAHA. Promiseee!

Tmr's sentosa! Please have sun! Please mr sun, dont play hide and seek! (:

I shall share some secrets kay! HAHAH. check out the pictures! HAHAH. maybe its no surprise, cause its on facebook. But i do miss the times, though i was a real fat kid. HAHA.

spot me! i dont know what's up with my pose. HAHAH.
OMG, mario! HAHAH,those were the times! He's like super fit now. HAHA.


I loved to be the princess, its every little girl's dream isnt it? HAHAH.
Its quite funny now, cause gerald's telling me about the ugly sleeping beauty and here am i talking about being a princess.HAHA.


EWWW muchhhh.

HAHAHA, but i love my family!
This was like seven years ago?! Its in china!

Its been seven years since i last took the plane! 23dec will you arrive quickly? (:
I cant wait, i dont like feeling bored in singapore. HAHAH.

I just Skyped with korkor! OMG, first time using skype. HAHAH!
He looks damn tired. HAHA.
okay, i should get some sleep. I hope i wouldnt be late in meeting them tomorrow! HAHAH.


Loves.

Mr. M&M.

You follow what you feel inside
It's intuitive, you don't have to try
It comes naturally



Yirong got me Mr. M&M a few days back. so sweet of her right? HAHA. I dont really know why she gave me this, but i remember she gave it to me on the night where the guys were mostly all so drunk. HAHAH.
I think she wanted to cheer me up or something, she always knows when i need her comfort the most. Maybe thats why im always so reliant on her. HAHA, Im always so reliant on my friends, Family and especially yirong and jocey.
Cause they understand me so well that i dont have to explain myself. and i like that, who doesnt right? HAHAHA.

Anyways, Practice was awesome today, I like it with the entire band and such. NICEEE. Im excited for confirmation mass! (:
There's more practices coming up, and i have to prepare school's sec one camp stuff too. OMG, im so lazy to prepare anythinggg. HAHAHA. Luckily I've got ivan as my partner, means i dont have to prepare all the stuff alone. HAHAHA. Damn, im so lazy right, HAHAH.

OHYA, And beat and brenda said i looked different, its a good different. HAHA, awesome! Or maybe its just cause i havent seen them in awhile. HAHAH.

I had Shaker fries with dudettes just now! HAHAH! Thanks babe, for everything! (:

And mummy brought me shoppinggg! YAY! I love to shop with mummy when she's in the shopping mood, cause she'll buy me stuffsss. HAHAH.

My friends are being Asses on msn now. HAHAH. Dion's a wierdo. HAHAH, kidding (: But yes, still asses. HAHAH.

korkor's going to Laos on monday for a real long time, thanks to the sea games. He's gonna be a reporter or something, he's so cool. Thats why i love my korkor.HAHAHA. Korkor, i'll miss youuu!

Mummy and jaja's at ahma's house to look after ahma cause uncle john went for a holiday.
My house's kinda quiet now, i think i need them all home for it to feel like home. HAHAH.

And i've got no idea how news can ever spread so fast? Its kinda scary know. HAHAHA.
bye peepoo.

Loves.

A night.

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend


HAHAH,
I just had Five days straight of chalet. I dont like the aftermath of it. Its like going to camp for five days straight, and then coming out all zonked out. Like you've disconnected from the world, and now you need to reconnect back? HAHA.

I cant really remember what happended over the days. hahahah. as usual right. I have a sucky memory.

I only know its always boring in the day but fun at night.

GETTING DRUNK.
That was the first night of TWOdil's chalet. I wasnt drunk, i was just tired i think? like i was already tired, plus i was a lil light headed. I remember walking out many times with different people. but yirong was there, so i dared to drink. Cause i know i'll be safe, she rocks right! HAHAHA.

BBQ + Grasshopper.
HAHAHA. HILARIOUS. Dion's green friend woke everyone up at 5AM in the morning. HAHAHA. Its something everyone would remember. His scream was like horrifying. As though someone was being attacked or something. HAHAHA.

WALK OUT.
It was awkward much, funny much, also cute much. HAHAH. One night and all's cleared. We've buried the past and we're moving on as new friends now. love you two! HAHAH. Because we'll never ever be able to forget the memories. right ? right? HAHAHA.

ByeBye TIM POOMPAT.
We sent Tim off to Thailand, he may not be coming back anymore :( And he was pretty sad, so were we. :( miss you tim! Take care!

Back to chalet #2

CASE #39
It wasnt scary, Just shocking. HAHAH.

RED HOUSE.

It was pretty fun walking at night, but we didnt go into the red house. hahaha. And we actually mistook a small weird house for the red house. HAHAH. hilarious much. Some weird ahbengs called us chicken.But it was stupid. Not like they had to prove how brave they were. HAHA. We dont even care mann, seriously. HAHAH. guys and their egos. TSK.

BBQ + 1 drunk man
Mr Drunk man blabbered alot of nonsense. HAHAH. One thing for sure, He loves his girlfriend. Alot. Alot.

And Mr leow came! We all love him sooo much! Best teacher everrr! (:
Our cute lil bear.

I just did worship just now, it was nice, I liked it.
Thanks Jesus, for everything.


pictures! from riverside talk (:
I love my dudettes so much!

And all is why i love clarkequay.

ACTS II outdoor sessionnn! (:

The rain spoiled the plans. but its okay, i think god has a plan for us yeah?

Played L4D instead. HAHA.

Jocey's Face! HAHA. Like OMG.

TWO DIL '07!

hello lil campfireee. (:

FOUR integrity '09

me and the stolen trolley, funny much.

I still need awhile to let it all sink in. Sorry im lag like that. HAHAHA. Thanks everyone for lending me your listening ear! (:

And thanks you two.

Thanks guys. I need a real good sleep now.

Got church choir practice tomorrow. And colin's second year anniversary.

Loves.

PROMENADE .

smile for the camera .

promenadeee.

Prom was a Blast. It wasnt blast blast. Awesome blast. But Blast. HAHAHA. I wasnt expecting much. But the entertainment was really not very entertaining. HAHAH. But it was nice meeting up with the entire cohord again and dressing up and such! HAHA. Everyone looked Gorgeous! HAHAH.

And i like my get up. Okay,it looks alladin-ish. But no, thats not what its suppose to portray, i think it looks ninja-ish also. But nonono. Not the intention to look like any of that. I just liked it comfy. HAHAH. This whole suite thing was a completely random decision. And i chose it under much pressure. But still, i didnt regret turning up in that (: It was sooo comfy. HAHAHA. Like i didnt have to care to sit properly and such. HAHA.

And i did my own make up and hair! Accomplishment! HAHAHA. Bro did help me alil to spray my hair. HAHAHA. Cause i woke up late. As in i came home half day after work, and i slept til like 5.15 ! HAHAHA. What made it worst was that my parents came to pick me only at 7pm. And i actually thought it started at 7.30pm. HAHA. And my parents got lost finding hilton hotel. HAHAHA.
So i missed the Foyer part, which was pretty sad. But i made it in time for the official start of the dinner! (:

HAHAHA.

I loved PROM. I love friends. I love you, you and you!

I love roaming orchard at night! :D
We cancelled our movie plans to sit in the hotel at 3am in the morning watching the guys play their games. OMG.
And we watched alil of one missed call? And slept at 7am. Had macs for breakfast. HAHAHA. Thats all about it. I came home and slept for a day. HAHAHA.

Some PRAMA's going on? NOT? HAHAHAH.

picturesss!

we are zee girls.

3/4 integ? HAHA.

i like my face. HAHA. gangsterism.

my sons? Not. HAHAH.

i look like a rapper in winson's shoes. its not alladin. not alladin! HAHAHA.

he loves the heels! OMG.

gangster!

HAHA, they needed water so bad.

TAMMYYYY!

knock knock!

tada! thats what they played.

look at rufus's bored out face! HAHAH.

I was sooo tired. its written all over my faceee! HAHA.

I met dudettes for riverside talk on thursday which was an awesome talk timeee! I love them so much! (:

And I met Yirong and cass for more talk time yesterday. HAHAH.

I love Heart to Heart Talks. I think i said that a couple of times. HAHAHAHAH.

Then headed to clarkequay for san's Hen's party, Its pretty cool. Cause its girls only. HAHA.

And Filming today. I was really tired. Everything was pretty much a blur. HAHA. Im sorry, But i hope i gave all i could give, HAHA. It was really tiring. And i actually was able to just fall asleep at sean's cause i was really that tired. HAHAH.

I discovered or rather we discovered the caucasians hide out! HAHAHA. But i wonder how they survive with all the mosquitoes! Im like covered with mosquitoe bites! OMG.itchy!

Everytime i go to the west, its always so strange.I feel so lost. HAHAHA.

But i like seeing the different places in singapore though! :D

Friends always say i live under a rock. nonono, im coming out of it already kay! HAHAHA.

There's Diligence chalet tmr! And Acts II outdoor session! (: The coming week's chalet week. Sun-tues (2diligence) and tues-thurs(4integ)

How am i ever gonna survive it all? I hope parents allows me to stay over all four nights! HAHA.

I drank two cups of iced coffee and im still sleepy. WHY.HAHAHA. nvm, i should sleep nowww.

Night babes!

loves.

Let's Rock This Town BABE.

A trip to the mall with mummy saves Jaslyn. HAHAH, Last minute shopping. The usual last minute Jaslyn. Cant help it! I work well under pressure i think? HAHAH. Somehow i tend to make better decisions that way. Or maybe there's just no other choices. HAHA. Mummy rocks kay! She bought me everything i needed! LOVE HER (:

Im all set for prom! Well, not exactly. Needa get heels tomorrow. HAHAHA. And i cant believe I still have to report to work for half day tmr! SUCKS.
And I prolly have to go again on Wednesday. Which means no sleep for me, since i'ld be out whole night after prom. I heard my class peeps booking a room! AWESOME MUCH!
Means i wont have to sleep on the streets. HAHAHAHA.

And im suppose to DIY some stuff. I bought all the stuff. But im sooo lazy to sew it on. Forget it. HAHAHA. Jaslyn's lazy, but its okay. Cause prom's still gonna rock! HAHAH.

Let's rock this town babesss!

Loves.

What matters most is how you see yourself.

Oh, jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh
Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh

Jingle bellsss rock.

YOHOHO! I can hear the jingle bellsss already! Everywhere's all so christmassy! Im so eggcited for christmas! :D I love christmas! Cept my christmas's gonna be pretty different this year, HAHA. Not the usual midnight vigil mass, staying over at friend's place. I'll be in Taiwan! Okay, maybe it doesnt sound so nice.HAHA. Not that there'll be snow and such. But it'll be a cold christmas? HAHAH. Still doesnt sound so appealing aye. HAHA. First time spending christmas overseas, it'll be more of family christmas this year (: I think we need that. We're all growing up and kinda caught up with our own lives and such. But i still love them very much!

Anyway, Mav would be in korea and Ed in USA for christmas. Its gonna be so awesome for them! Jealous. (allison look. if you watch ANTM you would know) HAHAHA. Its gonna be a white christmas for them! HAHAH.


OHYEA, Prom shopping. Its been going on for this whole weekkk. I've been out looking for that it dress. Im walking about aimlessly waiting for a miracle.HAHA.Im waiting for that it dress to show up. The kind which one look and you know. THATS THE ONE. but apparently it didnt show itself! HAHA.Or maybe im just too picky? :/ But anyway i've settled on a dress, if you call it a dress. HAHAHA.


But you know what, i think im too caught up with finding the perfect dress that I forgot prom's about fun. It isnt some fashion show. HAHA, i remember daddy told me to wear his shirt to prom. HAHAH. Sounds like a suggestion. not. HAHAHA.

And! I bumped into alot of people at fareast on wednesday( i think? )HAHA. Was actually shopping at vivo with amandalim then we went over to find yirong&gang at fareast. Then Andrewchee&gang came to find us. and we met shiqi&gang and chinghui and amanda. HAHAH. A whole lot of people swamp fareast. HAHA.

know what? I cant really remember what happened in my week. But i only know that im bored of shopping for prom. I dont like shopping for purposes. I'ld rather shop and buy what i like to buy. no pressure and such. HAHA.

Ilikethisyoghurt. pretty much.

Oh yes, i remember shopping with the guys after tammy left to meet ondrea and clarissa. HAHA. And i realised you know, Guys arent very much different from girls. They're as indecisive. HAHAHA. But it was pretty funny looking at them all dressed up. HAHA. I'ld say im pretty excited to see how they'll look on prom night.HAHA.

Anyways, im kinda at work now. Its some office work? With Jocey. Awesome right? I get to work with my sis! HAHA. with nothing to do. Im paid to do nothing! AHAHAH. At least for now. I think the boss's still finding things for me to do. And i get to use the computer! HAHAHA. Im sucha slackerrr.

There's this shitty blueblack on my palm and alil cut at the side of my knee. Cause i fell while jogging with yirong yesterday. RETARDED i know. Who falls while jogging! embarrassing muchhh. But i had the feeling something was gonna happen last night. I dont know why.
HAHAH. Maybe cause i felt a bit sick, OMG. i got runny nose like first time in a year. I've been sooo healthy all year long. HAHA.

OHOHOH! Now i remember something else! I was at sean's party on saturday. I like parties. But it was pretty awkward cause i didnt really know anyone. Or maybe i was just shy around new people? I dont know. Hate it when im like that though. But i made a new friend! Rina, she's sean's poly mate. HAHA. And Sean was like half drunk when he was walking me out and it was pretty funny, like he couldnt really walk straight. HAHA.

I was talking to Adria that day and I realise everyone's pretty much feeling the same. Like life after Os was suppose to be better and such. She felt the same after Os. HAHA. Its quite interesting how everyone feels the same aye? Maybe its like human nature, how you cant wait to get over it. And when its over, It doesnt seem so attractive that kinda thing? hahaha.

And i dont really know if what im talking now is actually making sense cause im so tireddd. I wanna sleep! Is it okay to sleep at work in some office? HAHAHAHA.

I still havent gotten all my stuff for prom. Maybe i'll shop after work? But im sooo bored of shopping already. Saveee meee. Okay, im not making sense now. T.I.R.E.D.

I wanna go meet yirong all nowww. Dont like being stuck in the office. I pray I can get a job next time that doesnt require me to sit down and type shit. Boring to the maxxx. I DO NOT LIKE OFFICE JOB.


And i miss my dudettesss! Nella's back from Taiwan! YESSSS! Stayover soon ya! :D
This was some time back, when we were studying for Os.

Its a twist, not a middle finger.

box it up!

HAHAH, this is for you. (no,not you.) HAHA, inside joke. only we know who (:

Prom's tomorrow! Who's excited? Or who isnt? :D I hope its gonna be a blast. I hope i dont like twist my ankle or pour drinks all over myself. I pray god gives me stable hands and legs, wide awake eyes and take away my runny nose. please god? (:


God bless me! And you and you and you!
" what matters most is how you see yourself "

this phrase hit me at just the right time.


Loves.

cause when you're fifteen .

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

Ed's treat!

I love the SMARTIES! Its so colourful and chirpy, dont you think? HAHA. well, at least thats what it makes me feel! HAHAHA.

So, i stayed home the whole day watching gossip girl seasonTHREE! AWESOMEEE! Its the usual gossip, scandals, manipulative people and such. There's a lil twist here and there. With Gay kisses and such. HAHA. in anyways, im lovin it! (:

TURQUOISE!!! lovethecoloursososomuch!

and the cutest couple! They are so sweet to each other!HAHA.

So... what do you think of zombies?

Now when i think zombies, i think Left4Dead. HAHAH. I've been wanting to know what the game's like. cause my siblings are all so into the game. But im the only one who's always bad at computer games. In anyways, i made my debut on sunday. HAHAH. I went to the LAN shop with cousins! HAHAH. I swear i was like the noisiest in the shop. I cant help but get so excited and scream when all the zombies attack me the same time. Its so gorry. HAHA.
I like playing the survivor! I wouldnt die so easily that way.HAHAHA. The infected keeps dying. Before I can even attack. Im spotted. BAM! DIED.
But ja says im not so bad afterall! For a first timer. HAHAH. But i have problem moving about, i think its my lousy coordination or something. hahah.

And I've been playing BANDHERO! HAHA. I love singing Taylorswift songs and hilary duff's? HAHAH. Im always the singer. I cant play the drums nor the guitar. Shit, i sound so retarded. But nvm, i shall practice til i can at least get a song right! HAHAHA.
Bro says he bought bandhero as my after Os present. But i doubt it, he's just finding an excuse to buy the game.HAHAHA.




OH yeah, I had a fruitless prom shopping with Yirong yesterday. I bought nothing! Nothing at all :( But i walked a whole FIVE hours. We went to far east first, and we bumped into ed and also cass and gang. HAHA. And from orchard to bugis! HAJI LANE! I've been looking forward to go there!
We didnt really know how to get there so we actually looked up a map. HAHA. and we successfully got there! HAHA. We were like walking pass shops. And there was this junction where we can either walk straight or turn right.
Yirong was like "let's turn. i think its here? "
But i acted smart. " think we should walk on"
And so we did. But guess what? We were practically near little india already. So we decided to turn back.
Just as we were reaching the lane, i wasnt sure if we were doing it right, so i asked the indian shopkeeper. " where's Haji lane?" He was nice enough to point ahead yet not laugh. I looked up.

There it is!

we should have turned! Moral of the story? Listen to yirong. HAHAHAH.

Anyway, i expected more from haji actually. Maybe it was the rain. The whole lane was so quiet and lifeless? HAHAHA. But its pretty cool walking up the shophouses and such. HAHA, i dont know why, but i just love shop houses! Its like so cosy! just love it. (:

I still dont know what i want to wear to prom. CLUELESS. dang.
Shopping with TAMARA tomorrow! :D

So anyway, here's about graduation ceremony!

check out leslie! HAHA, we adore him. PROM KING. (you've got my vote) HAHAH.

CLASSS.

MR LEOWWW! he's the best! He's the most awesome teacher everrr! HAHAHA, He made our entire class chase him from the hall all the way down to the general office! HAHAH. We were like flash mob or something. Actually we were just trying to get him to taupok him. HAHAH! He's like our brother! A very cute one! HAHAH.

I miss these guys. Although they can get really annoying, But they're still pretty entertaining i must say! HAHAH.

OHOH, i remember making suzie walk all the way to the basketball court. Only to see us run way from her. HAHAH. On purpose of course. Since she's been such an ass to us. HAHAH.Its time to rebel since well, we've graduated! HAHAH.she sucks, trust me.
And i remember how we wanted to have our very own night walk. But the shutters were all closed. Though dion and gerald did a nice attempt with the black rubbish bag over my head. HAHAHA.

We went over to hougang hub later. And we suppose to just chit chat and chillax. hahahah. we ended up just sitting down and crapping. I remember me being very tired. Thats when the DOWN DANCE came about.
To clarify, firstly, it wasnt a down dance! Winson said there was an echo, so i was tapping my feet to here the echo.
And secondly, I was mimicking gerald's actions of falling down.
And they said, put it altogether its a down dance? It wasnt even together! And, im not down!
Down= down syndrome. Am not. HAHAHA.
Speaking of all these just makes me miss all these guys' nonsense! HAHA.
And tammy's nonsense talking, but cute as she is (:

Meeting her tomorrow! :D
I hope to see something really nice fro prom tmr? Wish me luck aye? (:
I hate to be part of the prom talk, but im stuck in it. AHAHAH.




Loves.